AWESOME!!!!!

People fuckin amaze me. 

Which one of your faces would you like to wear today?

 My tummy hurts and I'm tired. and whiney, apparently. 

I don't think the cruise is gunna happen anymore, and I'm REALLY bummed. 
I really really wanted to go, I WANT to go on vacation for my birthday! 
But no one can go and what, am I supposed to go by myself? 
I think not. So we'll see. I want to find something to do for my birthday for sure. 
It would help to plan these things if I had more friends. lol 
99% of my "friends" are flakes or just shitty friends/people. 
I have a small handful of real friends. 
It doesn't help that I don't want to go out and party all the time 
Because that seems to be the only thing that people in my age group are capable of doing. 
Seriously, think about it. 
Everytime people get together with friends its go out to a bar, or downtown, or to get dinner and drinks. 
Its like when Brandon and I first broke up and I WAS going out a lot, I found myself all of a sudden with a lot more people calling and texting me and wanting to hang out. 
But now that I dont want to be in a constant drunk/hungover haze or be out all the time and not sleeping at all,
 no one calls. 
Funny how that works out. 

Right now, I would be MORE than content just living at home, saving money, and going on a trip to somewhere new every few weeks once I have the money saved up. But once again... who am I gunna go with? 
I need a traveling partner. and some more real people in my life. 
To everyone to just calls or texts when they have nothing else to do, or SAYS there gunna call or text me and never do: KICK FUCKIN ROCKS. 
I'm better off sitting at home without anyone then hanging around a bunch of fake ass people.

ABOUT ME:
Im Shannon.
I want to travel more than anything.
I want to go to:
Italy, Spain, France, Russia, Japan, Ireland,
Fiji, Jamaica, Greece, Hawaii(all the islands),
Hong Kong, Egypt, Australia, Brazil, and anywhere else I can go..
I want to live in New York....
Or at least in Downtown! haha
I want to go to all the major cities in the US
I love the city.
I also LOVE the beach.
Im working full time and going to school...
but i wouldnt mind being a house wife!
I like to read, i know im a nerd! lol
I am a journalism major. 
Im WAY behind in school cause I slack like no other.
I want to write for a magazine...and write a book someday.
I want to be better off financially when i have kids then my parents were
I dont really want to bring up my kids in the surroundings i was brought up in..
Though I apreciate my up bringing, because its made me humble and more apreciative.
Im not ashamed  that I come from a poor family. 
I have 2 siblings, a sister and a brother. Melissa and Nick Smelko.
My brother died of cancer in 2003.
I miss him like crazy so dont get surprised if i get pissed when people joke about cancer.
My sister has two kids, a boy and a girl.
She had her son at 17! But she still graduated and is doing fine.
I want to be married some day.
One of my biggest  fears is having to go through life alone.
I dont talk to anyone from high school,
I miss some of them but for the most part I dont miss it.
I hated high school.
Most of the people i went to school with are alcoholics or do drugs.
Im not into drugs and I hardly drink. so you can see why i cut my ties.
Plus a lot of them embrace "the mountain" and are rednecks now.
Definately not into that.
Im a city girl all the way! =)
I love road trips. 
I like my water at room temperature, but any juice or soda cold. 
Im OCD about my food. Go out to eat with me and you'll understand
When i get given my plate i usually end up re-arranging everything.. lol
I have a fabulous boyfriend.. Brandon Nuzzo.
On September 21, 2006 we will celebrate our second anniversary!
Go us! <3
That's all for now..